Not just floating and waiting

These last few days were something. 

This past weekend, Doug and I did a complete fast for Friday and Saturday, my days off. 

Its not that it wasn't easy, but it wasn't the most hard thing ever. It was all mental. The third day, I did feel some physical "strain," I guess you can call it. It was great though, We sang together the first day and  it was like the Bible says, "where two or more are gathered..." Yes, hurray for the Holy Spirit!

Later that day, Doug was looking at job stuff online and he was showing me that he applied to one in Houston. I want to be indifferent and supportive and I am but I'm not. :D

He also showed me one that made me so scared and excited. 

There's job opportunities to be English teachers in Japan at this Christian school called Meysen Academy. It just sounds so amazing. I kept researching more about it that day and the next. I found some blogs some nice girls had kept, writing details about how much they loved their job and the wonderful experiences they had had.  I emailed the recruiter and she emailed me back really fast. She told me to call her and in my head, I was like, "omgaaahh already??!"

I got details and stuff. Hiring doesnt start till September anyway....

Not pertaining to Japanese jobs right now but

why do things we want have to be so stressful?