"Part of my peace is providing for you."

One of the things that makes my heart wrench up is when Doug starts talking about being patient and praying daily for his job. I think in a way it kind of hurts my heart because I'm failing him by not praying daily.

I am like super caught up with making my plans happen. I completely forget about God's plan. In my mind, Doug will have this job by March at the latest and will have enough to save up for a wedding and honeymoon by the end of the year. But maybe that isn't what God wants. As much as it pains me and makes me badly cringe, maybe He wants us to wait more. I've told that to Doug before but he refuses to believe that. Anything is possible though!

This is the most recent photo of my most perfect one and myself. Christmas Eve. 😘